Artist’s sketchbook blog in the form of a visual journal sorted by month.
In ihrer autobiografischen Graphic Novel „Dare to diasappoint“ beschreibt Özge Samanci, wie sie aufgewachsen ist – zwischen Atatürk-Porträts, obsessivem „Dallas“-gucken im Fernsehen und ihrem extrenzischen Istanbuler Onkel, der in einer alternativen Keller-WG lebt.
Read MoreIn diesem Post gebe ich einen Einblick in meinen Arbeitsprozess an einer digitalen Illustration – vom Referenzfoto bis zum fertigen Bild.
Read More“Katz & Haus” ist ein Siebdruckprojekt aus meiner Studienzeit. Dabei handelt es sich um ein Poster, was als Bastelbogen benutzt werden kann.
Read MoreMeine Serie von Istanbul-Illustrationen, Ghost Town, wurde im Cercle Magazine vorgestellt, einem französischen Kunst- und Designmagazin. Das Thema des Magazins war “Geister”.
Read MoreIn the cruelty of summer, and a newfound freedom to use public transport, my new relationship unfolded, but somehow it was fraught, like getting a plane off the ground. In a misguided attempt to overcome my fear of commitment, I was determined to do things differently this time, but scared of losing control, and at war with my own fear and desire.
Read MoreIch freue mich sehr, dass gestern das von mir illustrierte und gestaltete Buch Şimdi heißt jetzt bei Slanted Publishers erschienen ist.
Read MoreAfter returning from Turkey, a new love interest appeared: A total stranger from a faraway country who made his lack of familiarity with my culture up in intensity. But especially since I had recently gained some self-awareness, I did not feel stable enough for turbulences of this kind.
Read MoreThe feeling that hit me in Istanbul was very much the same one I had encountered 6 years prior, when I first did my art residency there: Like being on a ship, elated, but seasick with anxiety. Frantically trying to make sense of what I was experiencing, I finally became desperate enough to be honest and owned up to my year-long obsession with my former lover.
Read MoreIn April I went on a group trip to Istanbul, the great love of my twenties. Newly equipped with audiobooks about anxiety and more aware of my mental state than ever, I was determined to use this trip to tie up some loose end with the city and the man who had been another great love – that I had failed to ever fully engage with.
Read MoreMarch was dominated by new way of leading my life in an effort to create peace in my body, a new permeability towards the world, but in the same masculine style of doing things, because it was all I had ever known.
Read MoreMy psychological rock-bottom had driven me to finally read some of the books well-meaning people had been trying to give to me for years. I took this as an opportunity to question some long-held beliefs about my life, like needing non-monogamy to be happy.
Read MoreFollowing a nervous breakdown over New Year’s, which was induced by – but not to blame on – a recreational drug, I experienced a week’s worth of the worst anxiety of my life. Feeling completely out of control, I was forced to make the decision to fix my mental health for good this time, but I had no idea how.
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